pssst.

i got promoted. XD

hais, this has got to be the most public private blog. hmm.
i guess nobody can be bothered with finding + reading this.
but heck. its my blog isnt it.
its for me. =D

yea.
and this year has been tough.
emotionally.
very.
hais.

its doesnt help to have unfriendly people who go around saying
"HUH! SHE RETAIN ONE AH!"
dun be surprised. i heard with my own ears.
even till now, i still get odd stares and etc etc. -.-
grow up people.

like i said, at least i have got the courage to CARRY ON =))
and... who knows. you might retain.
perhaps not now.
perhaps not here,
but somewhere in YOUR life, you may meet some hiccups as well..
so?

well. at least BEN XIAO JIE gets to experience this turmoil early in life, and the impact isnt uber great. just great enough for me to understand the meaning of putting in your utmost effort.
and who knows, YOU might experience worse situations, and its really up to YOU if YOU are able to take it, and move on. =P

peace people.