hamartia - CME L

hmm.

by right, i would be graduating this year..
but due to some wrong steps that i possibly took, and i wont be graduating along with the people i rahrang-ed with.

this would probably sound dumb, but i doubt anyone is reading.
if there's any, feel free to respond.
http://www.anobscureretreat.blogspot.com/
but i still doubt there will be.

well. this is not for any audience, but i just felt that it is only appropriate for me to blog this here. my first GP blog. XD

it wasn't well maintained, neither is it wonderfully written, but it just simply showed some of my footprints.

my first err:
to switch school from sajc to ajc.
i didnt know what made me put ajc as first choice, but whatever it is, i don like it. i really prefer sajc more. even if you want me to retain there? wellss. i think life would still be better there.=((

my second err:
to pick random subjects as H1.
1. CSE
2. GSC
3. LIT
4. ECONS

well, i thought it was really not important, so i really played around, ponning lectures, swtiching combinations, and not doing tutorials.
hais.

my third err:
not to have some REAL REAL REAL friends.
well, i guess if i had some friends willing to mugg with me, i would have been able to be motivated.

my fourth err: not to pick PCME straight away. =((
if i had picked this combination, i will get a pretty good timetable, considering the number of people picking this combination. =((
HAIS..

watever the case, i have err-ed.

i miscounted.
i thought i will not let myself slack.
i thought i can just force myself to mug.
i took the wrong combi,
and now i am paying the price for my indecisiveness.

never let people make decisions for you.
you know yourself best, and most importantly, PRAYY and ask God.
its your problem (and mine) to not listen. =((